他太残忍了。。。翻译

I was very love him,
I gave up my happy life for him…
I was off my hometown for him…
All of the things because meet him.

He hit me for a misapprehension. He hit me and wanted to break my legs. I beseeched him that I want to make clear for that thing, don’t do it like that. But he was in spite of anything like a crazy dog. Since from that night, I did not love him anymore, I was not given him any chance anymore; I was not done anything for him anymore.
Why did it that way? He said “hate longer love me longer”, but I can’t accept this kind of “love” of him. He was a mutineer!!!
I clear about that nowadays, all of the things I did for him is beneath. He was so selfish. I want to abnegate my heart and spend my usual life. I’ll on my pins for my self in the future; I’ll let me see the sun happily.
Formerly, I only give you the special love, nowadays, I’ll give me this kind of love.
Why? Why did he like that? He was fond to me when he was not angry; I felt that I was the happiest woman in the world. He was so fearful when he was angry! I must have the same idea of him, even if that wrong, I was not certain him. He said: he was hate the men who are hit women very much, he said he was not hit me forever. (The most beloved woman of him). But he was not done it. I’m excuse him once and he can do it the second time, the thing became this complexion. Oh, I’m despair of him, he was so brutal, I can’t excuse him forever…
(Huzi, I don’t know whether you‘ll see the leave word for you or not. I‘ll tell you the truth, I can’t abide your modus operandi, I can’t excuse you again. You can’t find me, you can’t find out. Perhaps after for ages, we‘ll me each other, mix in friends. Maybe…)

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